Michael & Carina

Our Love Story

0 Days Together

Since February 14, 2025

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💝 For My Boston Girl 💝

Dear Carina, The last 5 months have been some of the best moments of my life. In just 120 days you have made me feel more love, joy and happiness than I have ever felt in my entire life. I may give you a lot financially and physically but it doesn't come close to how much you give me emotionally. You have truely blessed my life and I am so grateful to have you in my life. I never want this feeling with you to end so I created this website. It represents my love for you, neverending and always present. It is a place where our memories, our letters, our photos, and our journey together can live forever. Every time you visit this site, I hope it reminds you of how deeply I love you and how grateful I am to have you in my life. I love you more than words can express and I hope one day I will be able to find the words to show you just how much you mean to me. Forever yours, Michael ❤️

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Double-Edged Sword

Time spent with you is a double-edged sword: I love every second but I dread every second closer we are to the end of our time together. When I wake up for a seminar, your face appears when I open my eyes. I feel as though I could exist in that bed with you forever. Then I look at the time and realise I must leave. I can't escape the double-edged sword. When I lay beside you looking into the sky, I'm exhausted, dreading the sleep I'll lose for the following day, but I can't help but look into your eyes and accept that everything I lose can't come close to how much I gain with you, with you. I feel time slow and I finally realise the beauty of life. Thank you.

5th March

Welcome Home!

♡♡ WELCOME HOME!! ♡♡ Michael! My beautiful amazing perfect sweet angel baby, I've missed you so much. Please rest up after your long days of travel & later we can have all the snacks & watch all of the Love Island & I will never leave your arms. This little trial run for long distance has shown me that it is going to be hard & sad, but it also showed me that life without you would be a million times harder. I don't know if you feel the same, but yeah. Basically I want to be part of your life forever (or at least 110 more years). So in the grand scheme of things, 2 years apart will only be 1.8% of our time together, that's nothing, right guys. I'm too easy! I'm so happy you got to go on this trip & bond with your dad & brother, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't cry like once a day that you were gone. Congratulations, you've made me feel something for the first time that is real. I'm so blessed to have you in my life, & I'm so excited to spend today & tomorrow & hopefully the next day with you (we will see!) Okay no need to drag this on, just wanted to let you know that I love you, & I'm happy you're back. Yours forever, ✦ Carina ✦ P.S. I learned some more mandarine while you were gone: Wǒ ài nǐ

13th May

Return from LA

Before I met you Carina I was on a journey. A journey with a destination but I didn't know where yet. I knew all my traveling and working would lead me somewhere nice but I didn't know where yet. My path was foggy, only allowing me to see 5 metres infront. That was until I met you. You gave me a destination, a meaning to all that work. Everything finally had a reason, a why, and that why was you. Suddently my foggy sky became clear and I could see everything in front of me as clear as day. My destination was no longer invisible, it was right infront of me. Now I work, live, study, train and fight for a goal. They all have a reason. You. Since the day I first saw your smile, your eyes, your hair, your laugh I knew what it was all about. Why men live for. Why soldiers go and fight in wars for. Even why men work 9-5's 5 days a week for. For someone incredible at home counting every minute until they can finally meet again. That person is you Carina you give my life so much love, life, joy and meaning and I can now never see a life or path without you. My pathless, foggy journey has suddenly turned into 1 beautiful, long, albeit bumpy path filled with sundflowers, roses, sunsets, fruit trees and plenty of sun. You are my world Carina and I will live, love, work, train, fight and most importantly care for you for the next 110 years (when you give us gene therapy). I love you. Yours forever, Michael

13th May

Valentines Day

Dear Michael, Happy Valentines day! I'm having trouble writing this because I have only known you for like 2 weeks but it genuinely feels like forever. I have never met someone who evokes the same feelings you do & who I clicked with so fast. You see the world in such a beautiful way & I love how in love you are with it. No one is perfect, but you're becoming a paragon from my perspective, so you must be doing something right. Okay that's enough being corny for now. ♥♥ Yours, Carina ✦✦

14th February